I have made my final decision today. This decision maybe a bit unrealistic to some poeple or maybe consider stupid too. but nevermind, i am always not a smart people.

 

what is the decision i have made? If you did read my msn personal message today, you will know that I am going to study my honour year. this is quite a heavy decison that i have made. but thanks God! at least i feel quite peace now.

 

For those people who knows me well, you will understand how great I struggle to make this decision. I am not those student who can carry on their honour year because of very excellent result, but just because Computing AY2005/06 students do not have to follow CAP rule to go for their honour year. this is to say, whoever enrolled in my year from SOC have the right to pursue direct honour. I should be happy to be given such a nice chance. nevertheless, the chance that i can graduate with honour degree is very slim, i even mentally prepared to graduate without honour. Other than that, i am worry about the accomodation difficulty as well. i would not be able to join any more CCA to earn for enough points to stay in campus. Somemore, I feel guilty for my brother too. He plans to carry on with his studies after i have graduated to lessen my family financial burden. but he has to wait for one more year now...

 

what triggle me to make such a decision? I had thought to change my major from three years program to four year program before this semester starts. but i gave up this idea. A few days ago, suddenly yeshin came to know that an important major module that i plan to take will not be offered next semester. this is a big shock and mess up my plan to graduate next semester. all of sudden all the preparations to graduate were wasted. I even signed up for a resume and cover seminar already. By that time I was thinking to appeal for module intake. but when i was about to email my faculty office and the module coordinator, I was hesitated, feeling very uncomfortable. I come to think that I should pray to seek for God's will first. while i was praying, I was reminded about my prayer to change major one month ago. suddenly come to think that is it God's will for me to stay for one more year in NUS? yes, my God is indeed a promising God, i was informed that I can change my major to E-commerce when i went to see my faculty officer. when it is God's will, He will prepare me and get rid of the obstacles that will hinder my way. Thanks God!