Thanks God! look like God really wants me to teach. I was offered to teach as untrained teacher for 1 or 1.5 year in a local secondary school. it is really God grace. Because compare with other candidates, i am not outstanding nor academically excellent. i do not have formal teaching experience either. so y they will accept me? God's will. hope that i can really do well in this career. to hounor His name while share His love with my future students. Oh God! please give me the heart to love my students, to care for them, be patient and passionate to teach. It is the path that You chose it for me, please walk with me.

Actually this was wut i wrote yesterday...

Just had my last class in NUS, the end of my NUS student life.
my last class is my Thai 2 language class, had a very long quiz.
it was 4 years ago, cannot remember wut was my first class here, probably my CS1101 Java programming lecture.
dun know i had how many overnight "camp" here, dun know i had completed how many frustrating assignments, dun know how many times i felt wanna cry but with no tears, dun know how many times i tell myself to hang on...
nevertheless, i have met with many good people here, my computing gang, my 38 community, my CVCFers... thanks God for u all!
my uni life was a U shape. really tasted many failures here, but eventually learnt that I am really nothing compare to those really outstanding people, in academic performance nor in thinking. just humbly accept the reality and do what i can do. this is the biggest lesson i learnt here i guess. moreover, series of group projects and presentation built me up in term of group work and presentation skills. know there are different kind of people out in this world, must learn to protect ourselves while trying to tolerate unfairness.
ya, last but not least, thanks to CVCF, i was found. now i know i can kneel down in front of God, tell Him: i need You, please be my Lord and take my life control. i was given the opportunity to equip through various leading position, from freshmen orientation camp committee to assistant cell group leader, to cell group leader then move forward to exco member and now step down as the chairperson. I thanks God for willing to equip and use me. when i am lost, was found. i was such a rebellious kid, but He patiently wait for me to surrender. My God is good! His will is no doubt the best one!
conclusion: NUS is a worthwhile trip!
left with 6 exams, then can say bye bye to NUS liao... hahaha

Indeed, love is good! Love helps us to understand our God! because God is the source of love. We should pursue courtship with God on top of any other relationships. With the good relationship with God, only we are able to maintain good relationships with others. Please believe me, Jesus Christ, our Lord is the one worthy for all our loves, because He first love us and humbly died on the cross for the sake of loving us. He still loves us, because the scripture says "love never fails". So are you needy of love now? He is there opening his arm to accept you!